hoperfully this works for me.

i had thought that i had an appointment at 8:30 am this morning at gillette phalen, so i tried to go to bed early and everything (i think it took me around 2 hours to fall asleep last night and i even ATTEMPTED to go to bed early- no tv on, no cell phone.. then i remembered how easier it was for me to fall asleep with the tv on- so i turned the tv on and put the volume down. i actually was able to fall asleep then.
i have this interview today at 1 at a hotel- i was trying to remember and i think i've interviewed here before because it sounds familiar and i believe i was late for the interview last time i had an interview there and i'm pretty sure this was the hotel where the woman who interviewed me gave me this lecture on how before she was supervisor there and looking for jobs, how she'd always make sure she showed up to the interview an hour before. so i think i'm gonna try to leave an hour before the interview time, just in case of traffic. i'm not positive this is the hotel i've interviewed at before but i've came across at least one interview before when the guy who was doing the interviewing, asked me if he interviewed me before because he thought he remembered me. hopefully for good reason but at least i'm significant enough to be remembered? all i can do is try my best. someone will eventually decide to give me an opportunity again. i keep thinking about the hotel which WAS gonna hire me and i quit after the old guy who was training me gossiped to the other front desk girls about how he didn't understand how the supervisor expected him to train me because "LOOK AT HER! i should've spoke to the lady who hired me or HR about the guy training me was gossiping about me but when he was training me, he told me how he had worked there for something like 10 years.. i thought they might use senority against me and just let me go- plus, that isn't the proper work environment to work in when the guy training you is gossiping to the front desk girls about you. i wonder if the lady who hired me would've listened to me if i had told her about the guy training me talking about me.. she might've.. but i guess i was so frustrated at the moment- i just didn't wanna deal with it. HOPEFULLY I GET ANOTHER OPPORTUNITY SOON! i did EVERYTHING he advised me to do and tried my best in training.. that's all i could do- i kinda think that he might've been worried that i was taking his job also.